SO.. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED. FUCKED UP. I KNOW. COMPLETELY MY OWN FAULT. I LOVE ALL THOSE WHO HELPED ME STAY AWAKE AND ALIVE. FOR REAL I OW YOU ALL.

i fell down a series of cliffs at 4.300 a.m. after scaling up for some early sunrise yoga, weed, and fitty cent bumping at the oppiste side of the river from where we were camping near hood on the way to maupin. climbed up. completed ritual. decent downward and to the left. sooner than i usually send it down. i usually go further left across the top. but i went. and tried to slide in this corner slot for s couple feet. tunred the corner into shadows and a free fall of about 15 ft. to right leg destruction with mad momentum. head phones eject. bounced to nect bluff. pelvic bounce. back flip. rocks. bluff. back flop. bounce. rocks. bluff. front flop. rocks. roll. stop. broken. yelled for help. shock. blacking out. six hours on a 45 degree angle until i got dragged down the hill thru a manzinita grove and then trucked out in a tiny truck wtih huge fat hung over over fifty volunteer rescue fags to high way airlifed in heli that was way to short for legss. terrible expeirence at OHSU. terrible expeirence at THE CENTER in bend. ha